To be honest , i don't want to lose him . And guess what ? I knew him from an online game . Yes , he's my online friend . But , who cares . He's my friend , my bestfriend , my special friend . I love him , alright ? But , don't get me wrong . I love him as my special friend , not boyfriend . Kay , lols . Hahaha . 

And oh ! I'm back blogging ! Wheeeee ~

Well , went to do homework with Hudd just now . She did her revision and i did my homework . From 2 till 7 sia . Long right ? I know . But , i dream/talk in between though . And yes , i completed all my homework . Awesome right ? Very goooooood ! I'm bucking up , okay . Jia you , Fiizah . ^^,

And , i'm so sad/angry/disappointed right now . Cause why ? Because Shalyza was out from Anugerah seh . She's got an awesome vocal . I just don't understand why she's out . But wait . There's Wildcard round . I will support her and vote for her . I'm sure she will get through th Wildcard round . Hopefully eh . She's awesome and she so cute . Haha . Okay , shall pray for her . Hmm . And oh , Syazani so cute please . Hehe . ♥ 

Well, I'm Hudd and I'm updating for this fat pig since I've promised her to update her blog for her.

Meanwhile, she's currently on M.C because apparently, she hurt her leg.

Yes, it's hurting her and she could barely walk properly. (Yes, I know this 'cause I met her yesterday and she was limping.)

So Baby, get well soon hor! Must takecare of your leg hor! ^^,

I've nothing much to say, so I'll update about what happened on Sunday when we were out together.

Well, it was un-planned and we met at around 4.

Went to Northpoint for I don't know what reason. Hahaha. 

Yes, many foolish things happened, especially when I lost my way to the library. (Ini Fiizah punya pasal because she kept talking to me.)

Walked around and like always, shared laughing moments together. Dan tak lupa, kena bully jugak. :(

Journey back home was hilarious because the people behind us were like idiots.

We kept laughing our fat ass out and we couldn't stop laughing even after we alighted from the bus. AWESOOOOOOOME! \m/

Had a walk in Causeway > Bazaar and then it's off back home.

Alright, I'm done updating. ^^,

So Fiizay Baby, I don't owe you anymore blog post hor.

Next time, it'll be your turn to update my blog. Heh.

I love you and get well soon! :D

Vivian brought this to school . Hahaha . Niceeeeeeeee !

So yah . I was feeling tired and sleepy in school today . So , i decided to take a break and have a Kit Kat ! Wheeeeeeee . ♥♥♥

Well , today was a bit boring cause i didn't attend school . Yaaa , i wasn't in school cause i was resting at home . Not because i was sick , but i'm tired .  And therefore , I took one day off to relax myself . HAHA !

Hahaha . Watch those videos okay ?! So cute . Let's now start a proper update . I've been listening to Kpop and Korean Drama . One word , AWESOME ! I love it okay . Yesterday , first day of term 2 , I don't like it . Don't ask me why . I don't want to elaborate more . Heh .

Today , I had a lot of fun laughing with my friends . They laughed to my jokes . Hahaha .Tsktsk . And oh , I miss a girl by th name Shuhadah ! Meet soon , please . It's been so long since we last met . Meet up like real soon okay ? So yah . I think right , I don't know what else to write uh . So , I'll end here only , okay . Byebye .

I don't know what else to update already . So , i guess , i'll just stop here . If i have something to update , i'll update alrights ? Byebye .

Ahmad Affendy !!! Please come back . I miss you so much . Please , bestfriend . 

Its nt that i dont want to chat with u.. i want but i want u to be loyal to ur bf.. i dont want u to lie to him.. i just want u to be happy.. that is all.. i want u to forget me.. i just want ur rs to be in a stable condition.. i dont want u n ur bf rs to end bcos of me.. that is all..

Ahmad Affendy .. Where'd you go ? I miss you so .. Seems like it's been forever , that you've been gone . Sigh . Yes , it's been 5 days already now . Where are you ? Every night , at 10pm , i online to check if you're online , and i'll wait until 1am . Friends have been asking me to think positive . Maybe you're busy , that's why you got no time to online . I listened to them . But , i can't stop worrying about you . I miss our conversation where you would make me smile to myself . How silly .  Hehe . Please online when you're not busy . I want chat chat with you . We perasan together like always . We are just so cute . Lols . You ended my night well with a smile on my face when i go to sleep . I miss that oi . It's been 5 days already not like that . Sigh ..Chat soon please . Heh .

I got to go now . Byebye .


Ahmad Affendy . He's my special friend . Err . More than friends but less than relationship . We chat almost every night . He never fails to make me smile with his stupid lame jokes . He's an awesome friend . Awesome awesome awesome .. Hehe . It's been three days sia , we never chat . I miss this friend of mine . No one knows how much i miss chatting with this insane boy . Hahaha . He's always there for me everynight . Got this one night , he gave me a song (refer to above) , and he said ' that song says , if you need me , i will always be there for you . ' OhEmGee . Lols . And oh , he got once said this to me , ' if we never chat , and you need me .. just close your eyes , clear your mind , and i'll be there . '

Labels: Fiiz[A]ndy .

This post is specially for my gorgeous mum .
First of all , I would like to wish you a very Happy Mother's Day . I know my attitude to you all this while sucks . I scolded you , I raised my voice to you and I would try to talk something behind you back . I'm so sorry . Yes , I'm rude and I want to change all this . I don't want to be like that . I need to change . I want to make you smile , laugh and always happy . I will change . Yes , I wanna change .


Mum . I wanna thank you for everything . Yes , everything . Thanks for being sweet to me . Thanks for being nice to me . I'm grateful to you because you are th one who brought me to th world . Without you , I'm nothing . You are th one who raised me and I am now a big girl . You've taught me enough . Thanks for all th support you gave me . I'm sorry for making you angry . I'm sorry for making you cry because of my attitude . I'm sorry . ): Mum , I love you . My love for you will never fade and and no one can take that love from me . Happy Mother's Day , Mum . I love you and will always love you . Thank you .

Well . Sorry for not updating . I am so sorry for being lazy . Hehe . That's me , a lazy sweet girl . Oooops . Sorry laa . I will try to update more okay . But ... see first uh . I try hor .

Was absent from school on Tuesday and Wednesday . Yes , another 2 days of MC for that week . I got sore eyes . It's painful , you know . When i close my eyes a bit already , can feel th pain . But , i'm strong . Haha . And oh , on Wednesday , i got Social Studies paper . So , i went to school to sit for th paper after that i went home . I want see how well i do th paper . I want see if i'm improving . But ... th SBQ sucks seh . Quite difficult uh . But , i did attempt three question though . I didn't have time to finish th last one . As for th SEQ , it was quite easy because i memorised th topic quite well and i hope i score good marks for that section eh . Insyallah . Amin .

Went to Lion King Musical yesterday with classmates . One word , AWESOME ! I love it , okay . BUt almost to th end , i fell asleep cause th theater was so cold . Only a 15 to 20 minutes nap only . Then , i woke up to see th last part of th musical till th end . Oh yah , th musical started at 8pm and ended around 10.30pm . After that , we had to wait for our transport to come . While waiting , we took pictures here and there . Awesome pictures okaaaay . Haha . And so , reached Causeway Point at 11.55pm . 5 more minutes to midnight . Bought McChicken for myself before heading home as i was feeling very hungry . And , reached home at 12.45am . Yes , i went home alone . No one fetched me home . I'm brave okay . I didn't even ask my brother to take me at first floor . I went up on my own , and once i open th house door . My family was asleep . My dad wasn't home still . Yaay , at least i'm not scared to go home alone . Hahaha . Ate my McChicken and mum had her bite , check facebook and off to bed . Overall , i enjoyed myself yesterday . Awesome !!

Today , went to Arab Street and Geylang with mum and my aunts/cousins . Walk there , walk every where uh . And , it was tiring . Walk a lot seh today . Haish .

Okay , i shall stop here for now . I'm off to bed already . I want sleep , i very tired . Hehe . Takecare . Byebye . ^^,

Mother Tongue paper was yesterday . And it was manageable . Well , as for letter writing , i think i'm th only one who did informal . Haha . It's okay . Try to be different a bit from others lah . Err .. yah . For th paper 2 , it was kinda easy uh but i do anyhow only . Tsk .
Had English paper today . It's like , omgeee seh . Paper 1 was quite manageable . But as for paper 2 , oh no . it was difficult seh . I could hardly answer those questions seh . Sad seh . ): But whatever it is , i have done my very best to do . So yah , good luck to me eh . Hehehe .

Social Studies paper next . Hope i can do it eh . I want pass this , please . Jia you , Fiizah . Hmm . Okay . I don't have any other topic to post now . So i guess , i will just stop here laaa . Okie dokie ? Will update more soon . Byebye .

p/s - Thanks Hudd for th previous post . Appreciate it lots . Thanks , thanks , thanks ! I love you . Haha . Muah muah muah . ^^,



Hello . HEHE . Today had four free periods as Ms Yap is off for SYF and Mdm Ng wasn't in school . So , talked and talked with Hidayah and Effah . Oh yes , i have to mention this . I slept during Maths lesson . It's like , OMGEEEEE . I cannot tahan liao . That is th why , i fell asleep . Promise , won't do it again okay . Hehe . Well , promises are just words laa kan . I shall try my best not to do it again laa , okay . Insyallah .


Ipan and gang likes to disturb me about Zahir . They will either go , ' Fiizah , where's Zahir ? ' or ' Fiizah , Zahir's there . ' Hahaha . And i will go , ' Hmm . Okay . ' Seriously dude , me and him equals nothing , okay . I think this is because of my brother . Yaa , cause he's quite close with Zahir . My mum would also disturb me about Zahir being her future son-in-law . Like , omgee . She said that , he's tall and handsome . Yah , i agree with that . But ... I don't like him laa . Err . Hmm . My brother even put Zahir's name as brother-in-law in his phone contact . And maybe because of that , my friends disturb me . But , i don't mind . If me and him are fate together .. well that's it . I will accept it ?  HAHA . Chey . {Kecik-kecik dah berangan eh , Fiizah? Tsktsk .} And Rahmah keep saying that i might say different thing but my heart is saying the opposite . Okay , stop . I don't want to like him laa , although he's tall and handsome . {Okay , sure or not ? Haha .} But , seriously , i've got no feelings for him .  Err .... yah . That's it .

Had a nice talk with Rahmah just now .
Me: Aku tak suke die laa .
Her: Yeke ? Eleh . Macam betol aje .
Me: *smiling* Betol lah !
Her: Entah entah , kaw kate lain , hati kate lain eh .
Me: Rahmah , kalaw ade jodoh aku dengan die , aku terime laaa . Haha .
Her: Kan . Kaw kate gitu maknenye , kaw suke die laa tuh .
Me: Tak laaa . Haish . Ape aje .

Okay . I shall stop here for now . I'm going Lala Land soon . Hehe . Byebye . ♥♥



Let's keep my blog alive always okay ? And i will try my best to update . 

Homework everyday makes me wanna tear them . I'm so tired to do my homework . School have been very hectic . I'm so tired during school hours although i had enough sleep . And , i'm trying my best to stay focus in class . I must persevere whaaaaaat . I'm so gonna change for the better . Encourage me hor . And homeworks , you are such a burden to me . Can you please stop giving me a headache . Pity me laa . Later i cry , how ? Who want to persuade and hug me ? Of course you can't , cause you are just a piece of work/paper . -.- Sp please eh . Screw you for making me feel sick/headache thinking how should i do your questions . But wait ! That doesn't mean , i won't touch you . I will , cause , like i told myself , i have to change . I should try my best , right ? This is for myself , and of course for my future . So , do encourage me and please stop giving me a headache . And oh , i forgot . Teachers , this goes to you as well . Cause you're the one giving us homeworks . Hehe . ^^,

I seriously need a rest . I'm feeling very tired nowadays . I tend to lose focus in class and i would also tend to fall asleep during lessons . -.- Come on . Buck up , Fiizah . You're taking your N level this year . So please , wake up !! And yah , so far school has been okay with my awesome friends around me . And i'm happy to be with them as they would made my day well . Thanks buddies !! Hahah . Anw , i got back my SS test paper today . {Test on SBQ} And guess what ?! I passed ! Phew . Thank God ! I've been trying my best on my Combine Humans and i think i'm now improving . YAY ! And gonna sit for another SS test this Wednesday . An essay test ! Oh man . I'm very weak in essay . But , i will try my best to do this test . If i pass , good for me laa kan . But if i fail , i shall not give up . I will try harder . Yes , that's the spirit Fiizah ! :D

Okay . I guess , i will stop here for now . Goodbye and goodnight ! ^^,

Well , i'm sorry for not updating . I've been quite busy with school work nowadays that i've got no time to update . Eh wait . Besides doing school work , i watched movie on youtube , tweeting and facebook-ing . Hahaha . That's why i say i busy . Kwangkwangkwang !

Today was awesome . Laughed at Rahmah because of something funny happened . I won't tell what had happened cause i scared it might happens to me . Well , karma you know ! Hahaha . But seriously , me/anisya were laughing our ass out .

Today Npcc training was okay okay uh . We slacked a lot . Played captain ball with the Sec 2s and played basketball with Haily and Fathin . Overall , quite okay lah eh . End cca at 5.30 and slacked at canteen for a while with Yatea , Izwan and Rasyid . And oh , Izwan said his class had to go to the first floor cause his friend , Alif , had his leg 'discolate' . HAHA ! Spot the mistake , he made ? He said , his classmate all pronouce like that . I don't know if he's lying or not uh . Okay , forget it .

Actually , i've just woke up from sleep which i only had 3 hours of sleeping . -.- And now , i couldn't fall asleep . And also , i don't know what to do right now . Hahaha . K laaa . Bye !


That was taken by Nur Shuhadah Binte Abdul Laili . If you guys cannot read it , your problem uh . :p So yah . She made me remember to those times when we had fun sia . It was awesome . How I miss those time so much . This is a reply from me to you eh .

Aku pun rindu kaw oi . Aku rindu semua lah yang kita go through . Remembering those days made me smile seh . Hahahaha . Well , bullying you was fun lah , pantat . Tapi cam siak , kaw pun bully aku balik . Yang pasal that time kitorng lepak kat playground sampai malam tuh , kaw yang banyak mengumpat . Hahaha . Actually , tk mengumpat uh , kitorng bercerita ape . So yah , aku pun rindu time kitorng asek together bile Npcc Camp . Fun siaa that time . The time , bile aku kene kejar kaw kat canteen and the campers would look at us . Anw , kaw dulu pun tak suke aku ape ! Kaw lagi jahat dari aku ! And , kaw pun ade melatah okay , bile aku geletek kaw ! TSK ! Kk . Jumpa kaw soon lagi eh .

Met Hudd today . Like at last sia . After so long of not meeting her . Go meet her at BNS and off to Popular > Roam around CWP . Then off back home . As usual , I pinched her and all uh . And guess what ?! She pinched me back till got blue black sia . Very bad girl . Honestly , we only meet for a while sia just now . I have not bullied her enough . Not satisfied you know . I want bully her more uh the next time I meet her . Hahaha . But I still had fun with her uh just now . Thanks eh , babat !

Watch these video . Nichkhun so cute !


Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong?

That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep? That she can't throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words you told her, she mutters "I love you, too" but realizes she can't say it anymore?

That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don't know what it feels like. You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.




The first one is from Yatea's blog while the second one is from Eiiqah's blog . Awwh . They so sweet . I'm now feeling great . Had fun with the both of them today . Went to RP with our intention to study but we end up watching KPOP videos . But hey , we still study okay . 2 hours of study ? Hmm . And , I had fun disturbing both Eiiqah/Yatea , you know . Pinching them very the gereks ! Haha . My hobby luh . They are always there for me when I'm sad and in need of listening ear/comforts . So do the rest of my friends too . They never fail to cheer me up and make me smile . Honestly , they rock my life ! I love them . (:

Like I said , I'm feeling much much more better today . Despite th hurt , I'm smiling . Wide smile on my face . And , I can't stop smiling just now. I just don't know why . Reality huh ? It's me . I love to smile even though I don't know how to smile . Hehe . I love this song from 2PM , Without You . I love it . ^^,

Okay . I'm going off now . I want to sleep with a sweet smile on my face . Goodnight . Takecare !

Labels: Thanks Bestfriends .

Okay . Guess what ?! It's th 15th today . Hahaha . Woke up in th morning with a wide smile . I miss him badly . I miss his smile . Hahaha . & Now , I'm smiling again . Huhu . In that dream , we are now 9 months together ? Woah . I miss that dream laa sehy . Who doesn't ? If you were to be in my situation and you had th same sweet dream as mine , you won't be able to forget it . It's an awesome dream , you know . *cut* Hahaha . I shall stop here now laa .

Well . Yesterday , had long long long chat with Shuhadah . It was awesome okay . Irritate her is all I does . That's me ! Hehe . Awwh . So cute sia me . & Oh , I succeeded in making her smile and laugh alone at late night . Actually , everytime uh . We were talking craps , you know . Not forgetting , I also scared her by asking her to look at her sides . And she goes with her scared first . I don't know how she looks at that point of time but I know she's scared . Hahaha . Sorry uh sis . Favourite uh . & It's fun though . Love ya !

Wait ! Just now , exactly at 11.30pm , he turned me down and I cried on th spot . Haish . I won't state here why but I'm totally sad by what he said . Whatever it is , I don't hate him after what was said by him earlier . Tapi , sad tetap sad laa kan . Who won't be hurt ?! I'm wondering why is he behaving like this . I only wanted a normal friendship between me , my friend and him . Only that . And how can he say no ?! {I already state why I'm sad.} Not forgetting , he turned me down on this date , 15th March 2011 . I repeat , FIFTEENTH ! My favourite number . I'm sad / mad with him . Argh . Just forget it .
I'm scared to fall in love again . I'm hurt . I shall now wait for my age to be matured enough and my true love will come . By th age of 21 ? For now , this will be th last . I still love you though . 


How I wish I had a best guy friend now . Who would quickly call me up and asked me why am I crying and why am I sad. Who would lend me his listening ear . Who would bring me to his arm and cool myself down . Who would screw those who made me sad . Who would want to be by my side . Who would always try his best to cheer me up , make me smile , make me laugh when he actually knows that I'm totally sad . Who would not give up with me . Who would always be strong enough to entertain my attitude . Who would clench his fist when he knows who made me cry/sad and feel like punching that someone .  Where his face would turn sad seeing I'm sad . Which people would misunderstood our relationship . How I wish . ):

Labels: My first love ever .

So yah . Cute boy read my previous post just now . Then , suddenly I smile non-stop for 5 minutes ? I'm relieved you know . Cause , I want him to know what's inside my heart/mind . I've been keeping it to myself long enough that I could not keep it any longer . Okay stop ! I don't want continue already . Let's update about what happened yesterday , okay ? Here it goes .


Went for bowling yesterday with my family and all . Above picture is my team lane . Hahaha . We have cute names , you know . Winner lah , Champ lah , Awesomeeeeee lah , Cute lah . Haiyaaaa . What to do ? Cause we are amazing , just th way we are . HAHAHA ! Th other two lanes also had their different names . They all uh . Want cute names only . But , my team lane cuter . Hahaha . Oh yah . Before i forgot . Pictures uploaded at FB already . So , now ..... Ape lagi ?! Go and see luh . Hahaha . Supposed to start at 6 but , janji melayu right ? Started 6.40 ? Hehe .

Played three games . Those with Nebo/NTUC card , got discount while th rest had to pay $4.50 . I only pay $3.20 . Awwh . So cheap . I swear , I had lots of fun with my awesome people . Cause why ? Cause we are amazing , just th way we are . Hahaha . Again and again . What to do laa kan ? We are amazing . I guess , I will stop repeating that because you guys already knew that . Okay . I will update a proper post now . It's been so long we had this kind of gathering . Lucky , i made one eh ? Anw , got funny things happen while playing . My uncle , threw th ball and guess what ? Th ball flew to th  other side's lane . Lucky th lane is from our lane's too . If it flew to th stranger's lane ? Their mind would say , '  this family know how to play properly or not uh ? ' Hahaha . Funny sia .

My lane , chilled . Nothing funny happens . Cause , we know how to handle/throw th ball properly . But , during my second game , th ball always go to longkang sehy . I throw straight but then it end up going to th longkang . Not fair ! Then , we planned to play snooker after that but th makcik makcik all want go eat . Haiyaaa . So , ate at SYED . I had my fried noodle . Sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! Nak siket ? Tak boleh ! Dah masuk perut dah . Bluek . Hehehe . Thanks to Mama for treating us . I love you laa .

& Now , I don't know what else to update . I will stop here for now okay ? Byebye . ^^,

Labels: Cute Boy . ♥

11 March , had PTC . Started at 5 , and guess what ? I had to wait for my dad for almost three hours . He came at 7.45pm . Phew . Tired you know , waiting . While waiting , played Monopoly Deal with friends . Everyone got their different rules to play . Haiyaa . Oh yes ! Cute boy and his mum met th teachers . It's a pleaure to see him . He smiled at his teachers and oh my . I melted . I love his smile . Who doesn't ? Right , cute boy ? I kept staring at his cute smile . Haha . Uhoh . Bochui der .

{Anw, today's post is for someone.}

To dearest cute boy . This post is for you . Yes ! Specially for you .

I would want to express it here . Cause , I don't know what else and how to express it so , I think this is th best way .
Do you know how much I love you ? How much I miss you ? I guess no . No one knows except God .
Yes , I fall for th wrong guy . Even I know that . What else can I do ? My heart had chose you and therefore my heart loves you . Since sec 1 till now , my love for you never fades . It grows bigger and bigger . I'm not lying to you . What for I lie right ?
Okay . Direct to th point . I'm not asking you to love me nor asking you to accept my love . I only want to say that I LOVE YOU . Yes . I L O V E Y O U ! Oh boy . Honestly , I could not get over you . This is for you to know . This is my first love ever and you are th first boy I loved . How great ! I've never know what does love means and how it feels . And now , I'm feeling it . And , it hurts . One sided love really hurts and I bet you felt this feeling before . Yeah ? I'm not wasting my time for you and will never will . People might thought that I'm wasting my time waiting for you but .... I'm not . Don't get me wrong .
Do you know that I had once had a sweet dream about you . Oh . I could not forget th sweetest dream ever . You had asked me out for a movie at night . Movie started at 10 plus . My mum let me out . And , you fetched me . Movie ended at 12am . Th best part is that , you had proposed to me in front of th BNS . I was like so shock . I accept it and I hugged you . We walked home together . In front of my door , you whispered to my ear and said ' I love you ' . You gave a last hug and k*****d my cheek . Argh . Isn't it sweet ? I could never forget th dream . Oh yes , I forgot to include , you proposed to me on 15th june . Every 15th of th month comes , I would remember th dream . And I would smile to myself .
Cute boy , I miss you so much . How I wish I could express my feelings face to face . But nevermind . I'm posting this , cause I could not keep it to myself any longer . I believe that one day , I will get over you . I want ask for something . Will you smile to me whenever we bump into each other ? Cause why ? I love your smile so much . Smile to me okay ? And lastly , I love you , i really do . ♥♥♥

Labels: ♥♥

Hellooooooooooo March ! Hope this month would be better than February eh . But yah , that doesn't mean my February was bad . No , and not at all . It was awesome okay ?!

'm feeling a bit better today . Yes , i was sick yesterday . Headache , walking like someone who's drunk , ulcers in my mouth and fever . I was feeling veryveryvery weak yesterday . Th headache i felt yesterday is worst than ever . I've never feel like that before . Imagine , th next day than i'm feeling better . Yesterday , early in th morning when i went to th bathroom to bathe , i suddenly fall to th ground , feeling very weak . I still wanted to go school despite th headache i was having . Reached school , i cried cause it's really very painful uh . So , went home . Like wasting my time only , go school then ten ninutes later , i went home . I spent my day resting . Hope , i'm feeling much better after this eh .

Thanks to Hudd & Yatea for visiting me . So sweet laa th both of you . I'm touched . Was being bullied by them though . Lucky , i was feeling good . If i'm sick ?! They gonna die uh . HAHAHA !

I'm going off now . I need to take my medicine and i still have to rest . I'm gonna sleep early . I want go school tomorrow . So , byebye ! Goodnight all ! ^^,

What a boring Sunday ! Today , i wasn't feeling quite well so , i spent my day sleeping . Woke up in th afternoon at 12 . Bathe > Eat > Rest . Then , back to sleep at 2.30 till 6 . I got a bad headache that i can hardly wake up . I'm okay now . So yah , i'll be okay for th rest of th day . Okay ? So , don't you worry . 

HELLOOOOOOOO ! Okay . I've decided to update my blog laa kan . So yah , today , i got back my Hist and  SS test paper . Sadly , i failed my Hist by only 1 mark and i failed my SS by only half mark . Haish . But , i'm quite happy because i'm improving . It's good to have Mdm Rosna to teach me and th rest because her lessons rocks ! Okay stop .

Today was awesome . I had fun laughing with Anisya and Ariff . Argh . They are very crazy . They made me laugh till my heart pain seh . Very pain , you know . Had fun disturbing them . HAHA ! Disturb like no tomorrow . What to do , it's my hobby what disturbing people . Hehehe . You guys should know me maaa . Fiizah loves to disturb/irritate people . Oh well . Cute people are like that . I'm not praising myself laa . Haha . But ... It's th fact . Don't jealous laa . You all are also cute too , but i'm cuter .

Kk . I should stop here now . I''m feeling very sleepy though i've bathe . -.- Adoii . This means that i have to wake up in th middle of th night to do my homework siaa . Hisy . What a schoool life ?! Okay laa . Byebye .

Decided to update today but suddenly , i got mood swings . I will update tomorrow alrights ? Goodnight .

Hey hey ! Sorry for not updating for quite a long time . Don't worry laa . I will do like this again more often . Oooops . Hahaha . Say wrongly uh . Relax uh , tk yah kancong spider . Hehehe . I'm very lazy plus i don't have th mood to update my blog . Millions apology from me to you . Forgive me , pleaseee . {Oh , so cute sia me !} Okay . I will post a long long post today alright ? Hehehe . For you laa , my darling babes . {Tsk . I'm being so cute today .} Awwh . Hahaha . ♥♥♥



See th picture above ? I miss them like so frigging much . I'm not faking it . It's just th fact that i miss my awesomest people . {Refering to those people above . :p} So yah . I wanna meet them like real soon , please . I miss spending time with them in Bali . Sadly , we only took one group photo of four of us . ): Sad right ? Haish . Should have taken more sehy . And of course , i miss Bali too . Who doesn't ? I miss playing monopoly deal with them . I miss going shopping over there . I miss th sea over there . I miss everything that happens there uh . Oh yah , we stick to this policy , ' Whatever things that happen in Bali , stays in Bali . ' Get it ? And yah , th third day , i was not feeling well , so i don't have th mood to talk/shopping and etc . BOOOO ! But , i still enjoy my holiday . Thanks to mama and cik ara , for bringing me there . A very million thanks . I don't know how to show my appreciation towards them . Whatever it is , i'm very very very thankful . Oh , i love you both . Not forgotten , th rest too . I have awesome aunts/uncles/cousins . Haish . I'm being so sweet nowadays . Whattodo ? Hehe . {Angkat bakul sendiri skali skale uh .} Ohgosh . I miss theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem laaa ! ): Three words to describe us , WE ARE AWESOME ! ♥♥♥



Oh , this girl . My Bali room mate . She's great . Eh no ! More than great . She's awesome . I love her eh . Hahaha . I had fun with her in Bali . Like seriously . And once again , i'm not faking it . I simply feel comfortable talking to her . Since we are in th same room , we exchanged stories . We talked a lot during th second night . From 12 till 3am ? Woaah . What we were talking ? Secret uh , cannot tell babe . I really enjoyed story telling with her . She's th best uh . Kak Mai , you very th gerek laa sehy . Honestly speaking , i really feel comfortable talking to you and spending time with you . We should spend more time together and talk craps . Hehe . Remember that horr , nenek krepot . Oooops . I wanna meet you soon laa . Pleaseeeee . {Awwh . See , i'm being so cute uh today . Tsk . } Your jokes simply made my day . Let me read your face . *reading* You are someone who is great . Awesome to be with . Etcetcetc . Haha . Psychic uh psychic . She's cute when she makes cute faces . Like duh . Cute faces means cute uh . Right ? But , i'm cuter . HAHAHAHA ! I MISS HER ! && I love you laa makcik . ♥♥♥

Oh March holiday . Please come faster . I can't wait to play bowling with my awesome people . I miss them badly sehy . ): Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee . Fulfil my wish this time . Heh . {Padahal th day will come sia .} Okay . Harap-harap , plan nak gy bowling jadi uh . Long time never play already sia . But , th main point here is to meet up my awesome people . Because why ? Because i miss them laaa . HAHAHA . Phew . Long post siaa today . Tired thinking on what to write you know . ♥♥♥



Okay . You guys must watch this video . I'm so touched with his voice . It's a must to see . I'm not faking it alright . Hahaha . Tried to fing th other person but cannot . Th other person handsome , you know . I like . But this Faisal here {refering to th videos above} very cute . I'm falling for him . Cheyy . So , you guys should watch it alright ?


Hello hello . See , my picture above ? Hahaha . I'm very th boring at home . So , camwhore uh . Hehehe . What i did today was cooking and read novel . Yes , i cook . I'm not lying . I cooked Roti Jala and Keema , you know . You don't know right ? IKR ! Very nice sia i cook . Thanks to my mum for teaching me . Oh well . I'm a very good daughter , must help mum cook . {Cheyy . Fake uh actually .} I very lazy to cook actually . But today , a bit different uh . I volunteer myself . I say to her , i want cook Roti Jala and Keema . You guys must try . ^^,

Somehow , i miss Bali so much . I miss everything that happened there . Can i go again , please . You people love me , right ? Treat me there uh . Hahahaha . Lol laa , Fiizah . I think right , Bali also miss me . Hahaha . Serious laa , i'm not faking . Wakakakaka ! Hehehe . Ok laa . Byebye .

And, I'm not Fiizah, I'm Huddddd! ^^,

Oh well, it's been a long time since this stupid-fat-crazy girl and like at last, I got to meet her! (Oops, sorry Fiizah.)
Bus-ed off to her place at around 3 plus where I got to meet my HANDSOME-HAWT Boyfriend! (No, bukan yang itu, tapi yang ini. HAHA!)
'Helped' her little brothers with their 'Shiny Art' thingy and we played around with those pathetic glitters.
Had a super fun time laughing about a particular person at Facebook, and I swear, I'm having a stomachache from all those laughters. (Best kan Fiizah Sapau? - HAHA!)
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See, she's laughing right now.
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And now, she's complaining.
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I'll be going off now since my Mum has been urging me to go back home since just now.
Oh my, I HAD FUN!

Mengapa kau pergi, mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu
Berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

Menyendiri lagi, menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

reff:
Aku inginkan dirimu datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu aku sangat mencintai dirimu
Aku inginkan dirimu datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu aku sangat mencinta

Menyendiri lagi, menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

repeat reff

Semoga engkau kan mengerti tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai akan indahnya cinta (indahnya cinta)
Maaf sungguh ku tak bisa (tak bisa) untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai akan indahnya cinta

repeat reff

Aku inginkan dirimu datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu aku sangat mencinta

I love this song so much . It's an awesome song , you know . I likeee ! Okay . I'm feeling so sad now . Tears , please don't fall . Strong girls , don't cry . So , don' make me cry please . I beg . )':
Will update more later alright . I wanna cool myself down first . (:

Bila kau sedih , pandai kau cari aku . Bila kau happy , pandai kau lupakan aku . Bila kau dah jumpa kawan baru , kawan lama semua kau lupakan . Kawan jenis apa kau ni uh ? Kau tau jaga perasaan kawan kau ke tak ?! Dah sah , kau tak tau jaga persahabatan kan ? Aku kesian lah dengan kawan kau yang lain , kalau kau buat benda yang sama . Kau ni kawan tak guna kan ? Tapi , tak apa lah . Aku tak menyesal pun berkawan dengan kau . Kau jangan takut , aku tak benci kau pun . Cuma , aku sedih aje kau buat aku macam ni .

So yah . Happy 15th Birthday , Hidayah ! Oh , i miss you like so much . I wanna meet you soon . And oh , have fun on this special day of yours . Stay happy and pretty always , alright sweetheart ? I love you .

It's raining since morning and i'm feeling cold here . Can i sleep ? It's a nice weather man . Hahaha . {Tawu tido aje fiizah niy taw!} . CNY is drawing nearer , and i have no plans yet . Go shopping / stay at home / window shopping / jalan jalan with friends ? Want go where eh ? I think sit at home better . Can sleep . Haha . Got to go . Byebye ! I love you all . Muacks muacks ! ♥♥

My life is no longer awesome like before . It's kinda boring .  I don't like it . Can i have my old life back ? Can i have all my awesome people back ? Haish . How i wish i can turn back time . I can no longer sense th happiness i had before . Argh . Just forget it .

Apparently now , i'm feeling very hungry . I need food , please . Hahahaha . I have to lose weight now . I've put on weight nowadays . Actually ... since last year uh . Hahahaha . :p So , i have to cut down on th number of rice i should consume per day . I ate 4 to 5 times a day , do you know that . When i stress , i eat . I'm angry , i eat . I hungry ,  i eat . Easy to say , i always eat uh . Hahaha .Cannot do anything already uh . Like habit already , you know . But , i have to persevere . I need to lose weight . Like seriously sehy . Okay  . That's for now . I want eat already . Goodbye ! <3

I wish that {insertname} is my best guy friend . I wish he's here , sitting next to me and ask me whether i'm okay . I wish that he would lend me his pair of ears so that i can share my sorrow with him . I wish that he would comfort me when i'm sad . I wish that , he will bring me to his arm and hug me when i feel insecure . I wish that people would mistake him as my boyfriend when we are actually bestfriend . I wish that we would study and graduate together . I wish that he would feel sad seeing i'm sad . I wish that he would always be by my side when i needed him . I wish that , he would be angry if anyone would ever try to hurt/bully me . Haish . I just wish  that he's my best guy friend .

I wanna thank Raii for being a great listening ear all this while . He rocks , i tell you . I love him laa . He's great , you know ! So , today went NPCC training . Teached th sec 2s drills , then in th middle i cabot . Hahaha . Jahat right ? And oh , mood swing occurred after th NPCC training . Haiyaa . Cheer up , Fiizah . I know you can do it . Jiayou , jiayou ! Haha . ^^,

I want a guy bestfriend who I can share my problems with . A bestfriend who will lend me his shoulder when i'm crying . A bestfriend who will comfort me . A person who i can trust . A bestfriend who i can count on even in difficult times . A bestfriend who would scold me if i do something that's not right . A bestfriend who would support in what i do right . A bestfriend who will make me laugh eventhough i'm sad . I'm searching for a guy bestfriend and not a boyfriend . Oh God , please send him to me . I need him .


Okay . Just wanna tell you . I might break down soon . Oh god . Haish . After three years , i still could not get over him . Can he be my guy bestfriend ? I guess , th answer is NO ! We have stop contacting with each other what . We didn't talk when we bumped into each other in school . I miss him so much . I don't know why , but there's no other guy who could replace him in my heart . I'm saaaaaaaaaaaaaad ! )':

Firstly , i'm sorry for not updating this while . It's either i've got no mood or i don't know what to post about . Okay . I was away from 14 to 17 January . I went to Bali . It was fun . We bargain and bargain and bargain to the cheapest price . Hahaha . Bought shirts for my family . See , i don't forgot about my family .

Sadly , th third day , i wasn't in my good mood . After lunch , i had a gastric . People talk to me , i replied lazily . I seriously got no mood to talk . So , i stayed at hotel in the evening while th rest go shopping . Th rest of th day , was fun ! We had fun bargaining , of course ! Who doesn't ?! HAHA ! Th food there was .... okayokay only uh . I guess , i would stop sharing about my trip here . Want to know more , asked me and i will story you .

I'm missing someone badly . We had stop contacting each other and it's really sad . We seldom talk to each other in school . I miss talking to him on th phone at late night . Yes , i really do . I miss disturbing him about him and another friend of mine . I miss everything that has got to do with him . What made me fall in love with him ? Answer is ... IDK ! I really miss him . I miss our friendship , {insertsname} ! I don't wanna lose this friendship just because he knows that i love him . It's really stupid . We are like strangers in school . I hope we can talk to each other like we used to .
{insertsname} , i'm not asking you to love me or what . I didn't even ask you to treat more than a friend . Though , i love you , i still treat you as my friend like i treat th others . Act as if that i did not tell you that i love you .

Maybe , we start this bonding because of {insertsname} . Because last time , i always disturb you about you and {insertsname} and that make my love for you getting stronger . Yes , getting stronger . Actually , i had a crush on you since sec 1 . Crush to love . It's okay . I've been repeating this a number of time . One day , i'll get over you . Though it takes time to get over you , i had to be patient . I will stay strong to overcome this feeling . Hmm . I'm a strong girl . ^^,

I better get going now . Byebye !

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BLODDY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLOODY HELL ! BLLODY HELL !
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I'm pissed . I won't post it here and i will not tell anyone . Yes , nobody will know why i'm pissed . I will just keep it to myself . Not even my bestfriend will know this . Sorry guys .
Can i just cry ? Haish ! I feel like crying now . Argh . Bye !

Well . Today is my birthday . So , happy birthday to me ! Hahah . Let's sing a birthday song for meeeeee . {Starts singing.} LOL ! Yayy . Thank you , thank you ! Haha . Today was fun . Friends could not stop wishing me happy birthday . Classmates , sang happy birthday for me . Awwh . So sweet . After school , Yatea and gang sang me birthday sing in th canteen , very loudly . I'm so touched siaa . Surprising uh .

Headed down to Cwp . Met up with Amirah and Habshah for our lunch at Banquet . So yah , after a long time we've never meet up with each other , we talk craps and crack jokes along th way . It was freaking fun uh . I keep on laughing . We teased anyone we saw . Haha . So bad siaa we all . We were talking about marriage and all . Hahaha . Stupid right ? Then bid gooodbyes at 5.30 and off back home .

Thanks to all for wishing me birthday , be it through SMS or facebook . Thanks and thanks and thanks !

K bye !

I'm so freaking pissed with my teacher . Because of him , i don't have th mood till now . There's a family gathering / celebrating birthday of th January babies , and i cannot turn up . That teacher had ask me and my other 8 friends to go for parade . We are just a spectator . When i say , i got something on , he said not to give him any excuses . Like what th hell kan ?! Babi laa . Argh . I don't want talk about this anymore . It's just making more ..... angry ! Kk .

Th first day of school was okay . We didn't study uh . Of course laa fun . Mrs Geetha lecture was .... Boring ! So , i ignore her lectures . I sing and sing and sing . Hahaha . Then , after school got meeting for a while then headed to CWP . Met Hudd after that . Then , walk around CWP . Then , go to my house . Then , off to fetch my brother , Zikry . He look s hawt with his school uniform . Hudd's mum said that my brother handsome . Hudd and myself were bullying Zikry , and he cried . HAHA !

Ok . I don't know what to post already . BYE !

I'm very happy as i've completed my homework . Like at last siaa . Hust completed my POA homework today . Thank God , i've completed it . Hahaha . Yay . And , after completing my homework , i'm ready for school . Anw , i'm pissed . My timetable sucks to th core siaa . My lessons ends at 2.40 from Monday to Friday ! Whatthehell kan ?! I know . But , whatever laa kan .

Kk . Here's my wishlist , on what I want for my birthday . I simply wants something that can be kept as memories / to wear it and etc etc uh . Something that can be kept eh .
- A necklace .
- A teddy bear .
- A bracelet .
- A birthday cake .
- A handphone keychain .
- Something that got to do with friendship .

Arghh . I also don't know what i want for my birthday uh . Haiyoo . Clue ? Something that can be kept / got to do with friendship uh . Hmm . I want my friends to always be there for me / guide me / encourage me ? Hahaha .

Okay laa . It's 1am now . I want to sleep already . I need to be in school early as i got to do flag raising ! Haish . Goodnight ! ^^,

A brand new year . A brand new life . A brand new topics to learn in school . New friends . New happiness throughout th year 2011 . New crush . { I have one now ! } New attitude . { Must change to positive one laa . } Yes ! I want everything new . But there's only one thing i don't want to change . It's me . I don't want th new me . Throw th new Fiizah . And back to th old one . I will be th Fiizah , you guys knew before . Th one who will always make silly jokes that friends will laugh at , smile always , laugh like there's no tomorrow and th one who will always be there for her friends , make them happy and cheer them up when they're sad . I'm happy that i'm back to my OLD me . Yes , th old me . I will be just th way i am . ^^,

Okay . 4 more days to my big day . I just don't feel anything . Like nothing uh . I will only turn sixteen what . I wish all my friends will be with me on that day and make me happy . I have to make sure that , teachers won't spoil my day eh . If you people dare to spoil my day ... Haiyo . You all will be in danger eh teachers . Beware of that .

Well . My homeworks are almost done . I'm left with 3 more mindmaps , POA and SS . { My head uh , almost done . } Hopefully can finish it by Monday eh . And then , i'm ready for my school . I'm ready to study . This year , i can be no longer be playful like last year . I've to concentrate on my studies . Yes , my studies . I will be sitting for my N level exam this year . And , i wanna do well . I wanna go to Sec Five babe . So ... I need to buck up on my studies and make my mark . Yeahhhhhh . That's th way , uhuh uhuh . I like it , uhuh uhuh . That's th way Fiizah . Jia You !

Okay . I shall stop here now . Takecare . Goodnight and goodbye ! ^^,

Am i having a crush ? Am i in love ? Am i , am i ? I hope not eh . No no no !

Okay . Today i had a lot of fun . Seriously , i'm not lying . Went for meeting early in th morning and then plan plan plan . Hudd fetched me from school . But before that , went to Icaa's house to take my Malay homework . Then , i go back . Hudd slacked at my house as usual . And oh . We played carrom and guess what ?! I win . YAY ! Hahahaha . Okay . Hudd's spell is not working . She was hoping that my striker went inside th hole . Yes , it goes inside th hole . But then , next was her turn . And of course , her striker went inside th hole too . Haha . Good . And , i want tell you something . Her striker went inside th hole th most . ^^, Hahaha . Then , off sent her back home . Thanks for th day , stupid friend ! I love you . <3

Okay . I'll update more when i'm free , alright ? Bye !

♥♥ HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HUDD ! Hahahaha . I love you laa . Everything is stated in th text i gave you , alright . Have fun spending your day eh . Last long and forever with your Love . ^^,

Okay . It's 12.30 now , and i'm not asleep . I've got a meeting later. Aiseh man ! Nonsense laa . Meeting , meeting . Oh yah . Ammarah said , our teacher will scold us later because we all didn't turn up for meeting yesterday . Hahahahaha . Lol uh .

Okok . Goodbye and goodnight ! ^^,

Hello ! Long time , i didn't update my blog . I don't have th mood to update laaa . ):
I'm back updating . Hahaha . Okay . School gonna start soon . I can't wait . At th same time , i'm scared . Scared that i couldn't finish my homework before school starts .

I've started doing my homeworks already . Yayyyy ! But , still a lot more to go sehy . I only did two mindmap for Fnn . Physics , i only did some . Nevermind . Hope i can finish all them eh .

Actually , i don't know what to update . Hahahaha . I got no idea laa . Alright , bye !

Went to JB just now . I had difficulties to wake up . Don't blame me , because I always have th habit of waking up late . ^^, Okay . Planned to meet around 9.30am at Woodlands Checkpoint but we end up meeting at 10am . HAHA ! Half an hour difference only whattt .

So yah , we didn't eat our breakfast . -.- We watched Aku Masih Dara . Movie started at 11am and finish around 1pm like that . Then , after movie finish , we went to Kotaraya to eat our breakfast/lunch . Like at last ! We were freaking hungry siaa . I ate Nasi Ayam Penyet . Hmm . Quite nice . Th sambal was not spicy at all . Haish . I like to eat spicy food as I was born to be like that . Hahahaha . It's normal what .

Okay . I'm feeling very hungry now ! I need food . I need rice ! I haven't had my dinner yet . If you want a healthy lifestyle , you must eat healthy meal . Eat your breakfast , lunch , dinner and not forgetting ... SUPPER ! Heh . Just eat laaaa . Diet , think about it later . Hahaha .

Kk . I want eat already . Seriously , I very hungry sehy . Byebye !



To all my dearest friends .
If our friendship were to end , I would like to say thank you for being a great friend of mine all this while . Obviously , I don't regret having you as my friend eh . It's such a pleasure to have you as my friend . Memories we spent will never fade away . I will treasure those memories we had . I would be really sad to lose you . I would cry all night , thinking why our friendship has to put to an end . I would like to apologise if I've ever made any mistakes . I'm sorry for all th hurts that I've ever given you . Thanks for being by my side when I need someone . Thanks for th listening ear , hearing to my problems . Thanks for lending me you shoulder . And thanks for comforting me when I'm sad . I just want you to know that I love you and I love this friendship of ours . (:

Okay . I don't know why I wrote that . It suddenly came across my mind . So just forget about it . Ignore that , alright ? Hope none of my friendship will put to an end eh . I will cry like hell siaa , I tell you .

I don't know what to do today . Maybe I will start doing my homeworks ? Heh . I will see my mood first , alright homeworks ? Just wait for me . HAHA ! Kk . I simply can't wait for school reopen . I'm happy because I will be meeting my fellow schoolmates not th teachers . I guess my friends all agree with this . Am I right ? Alright . I'm off to watch TV . Will update more when I have th mood . Okay bye ! (:

Well . Happy Belated Birthday to Farhan , my bestfriend . I miss him siaa . I miss his stupid lame jokes that would made me laugh hard sometimes . Actually , I forgot that yesterday was his birthday till I opened to my Facebook and saw his name . Sorry bestfriend ! Hahaha . But , I still wished you on Facebook , right ?

Okay , I'm not feeling good . I'm scared that I couldn't finish my homeworks before holiday ends . Sigh . I have , POA / Physics / F&N / Malay and SS homeworks . That's a lot eh ?! Oh God . Help me . None of my homeworks being touched sehy . When will I do them ?! I don't want to get scolded by my teachers just because I didn't do my stupid homeworks . Okayokay . I don't want to talk about my homeworks already . It's stressing me up !

And yeah . Nowadays , I feels like I wanna cry . What's on my head , I also don't know . So , don't ask me why . Haish . Nevermind . I'm strong . I can hold on to my tears . Hmm . Friends , there's nothing to worry about me , alright ? I'm fine .

I love this song , Count On Me . I simply love th lyrics like so much . Okay . I'm off to sleep now . Byebye . Goodnight . ^^,

I'm saaaaaaaad ! Boo ! ):

Oh hello fellow readers . I've not been updating because , I'm busy / lazy . I'm feeling like so tense here . I've not start on my homeworks and now it's already th mid December , and school gonna start soon . My oh my . Homeworks , why are you givinng me problems ! Arghh . I hate you .

Yesterday was fun . Went JB with family early in th morning . Watched two movies in a day . Cheap maaa . 6rm only . Watched Ngangkung at 11 and Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah at 3 . One word , AWESOME ! Funny to th max siaa . We had our breakfast / lunch at 2.30 . -.- Hungryyy to th max siol . I ate Nasi Ayam Penyet . Th drinks ? Coke and ABC . After th second movie , roam around Kota Raya . And headed back home after that . Reached home at around 11 ? Waaa . Awesome yet a tiring day . ^^,

Oh yeah . Just now , Zikry punched Hudd's stomache . HAHA !
Okay , someone's birthday is getting nearer ! Another 21 more days to go ? Yay ! Hahaha .

Okay , i got to go already . Byebye !

I swear I miss my friends . Haish . I didn't get to spend so much time with them before school close as I wasn't being by myself . Some said that they even scared to start a conversation with me . I tend to stay away from them and stay alone . Tsk . I'm missing them like a lot . I wanna meet them like soon eh . I want to be th old Fiizah like th past . Th one who make stupid jokes , laugh and of course , always smile no matter what . No more putting on a fake smile . Hmm . I wish I would be th fully old Fiizah , before 2011 ! It's a must uh , for th sake of myself and th rest . ^^,

Okay . I'm jealous . All of my friends will be getting their pay soon . And not forgetting , my brother too . They are all busy working siaa . And me ? I busy staring at my laptop . I didn't even touch on my homeworks ! Hahaha . Talking about my homework . I did my Malay homework halfway just now . Then suddenly , Hudd like scold me like that uh . She asked me to complete my homework all that . She's like teacher siaa . I'm glad tho . I got a friend who scolded me just because of I didn't do my homeworks . That's call encouraging . Hmm . Hahaha . But I still didn't listen to her . I still want to have fun first before doing my homeworks . Hahaha .

Okay bye uh . I don't know what to post already . Byebye .



Okaaaay . Happy Belated Birthday to mum { yesterday } and Happy Birthday Kak Qin ! There's so many birthday this month . Haiyaaa .

It's 9 December today and I've yet to touch on my homeworks . I've been repeating this quite a number of times . Haish . Why must they give us homework where we are suppose to have fun during our holidays ?! Damn it . Grr .

I shall stop here now . Okay byebye . Andd takecare ! ^^,

I swear I love today . I met with my awesome friends . Hudd and Yatea never fails to make me smile and laugh . I can see th real me when I'm with them . I will laugh like I always did in th past . I miss my past and I miss me th old me . They're great . I love them . <3

Well , this is what happen today . Yatea came to my house at 2 plus . Then , met up with Hudd and Izwan at playground . After awhile , Izwan go back home . { Oh yah , I didn't go meeting that was conducted by Izwan . Asilah didn't go too . I got a reason . Hehe . I'm sick . } Okay , then went up to my house . Played carrom and this time , Hudd win and I lose . Yatea lose , as usual . She play anyhow only . Sent Yatea home . On our way , Yatea and I were talking craps that scares Hudd . HAHAHA ! { Kekek sungguh . } Then , headed to my house back . Something happened . I won't say it here . Hudd , you know i know eh . HAHA ! Played carrom for th last time then sent Hudd home . This time , I had to send her till bustop .

I reallyreally had an awesome time spent today . I love Hudd and Yatea for making me smile and laugh hard . It's been so long since I've laugh hard anw . Thanks for th great great day eh . Sayang korang . ♥♥♥

Hello fellow readers . It's almost 4am and i'm not yet asleep . Hahaha . I always sleep late laa during holidays . Okay , i just after on th phone with Icaa . From 0000 to 0335 . Almost 4 hours talking to her on th phone . And ,we were all being random . We were talking about me not being th old me / having a best guyfriend / etcetcetc . Hahaha .

Hudd came to my house yesterday . Reached my house at 4.45 like that . Was supposed to play downstairs uh , but i wanted to watch bollywood movie . Mujhse Dosti Karoge . I've been wanting to watch this movie . This old movie . I like th story . It's interesting . And Hudd , kept singing ' Oh my darling , i love you ' . HAHAHA . Then , after th movie finish , we chilled for a while . Then at 7.30 we went downstairs . Asked her to play waveboard but she don't want . -.-

Anw , she kept saying that my brother , Uddin , is hawt . Hahaha . Okay then , at 9 plus , i asked my little brothers to go back home . And , i chilled with Hudd from 9 plus till almost 11 . We had a story telling session . Had fun chatting and laughing with her . HAHAHA ! ^^, Thanks for th day bestfriend . Sayaaaaaaaaaaaang kaw ! <3

Okay . Now , i still cannot sleep because i'm not sleepy . Haiyaaa . Then , what am i suppose to do now ? Stare at th ceiling , dreaming ? Okay laa . I shall stop here now . I will try to close my eyes and sleep . Now , bye !

Hey ! Okay . Sore throat is killing me . I don't like laaa . I need more Ice Cream so that i will feel better . It's really killing me now . Had three ice cream today , and it's not enough ! -.-

Remember th song malay song ? Th one that i just did th first verse . I've decided to change th title from ' Hanya Sebuah Mimpi ' to ' Pujaan Hati ' . And i've done th second verse . I don't know whether it sounds okay . But , my friends said it was good . Here you go .

Pertama kali berjumpa
Hati terpaut padanya
Bagai dianugerahkan untukku
Menemani sepi hidupku

Oh wahai sang adam
Hati sudah terpikat padamu
Terkenang dirimu setiap malam
Dan menjelma di dalam tidurku

So , is it okay ? If you guys want to change some of th lyrics , tell me horr . And , i will change it . Okay . I'm going off now . Goodbye ! ^^,

Hello , hello . Hahaha . I'm bored now . And , i'm not feeling well today . Actually since yesterday night uh . I coughcough , and headache from morning till evening just now . Feeling a bit better uh now . I hope , i won't get fever eh . I'm having sorethroat . -.- Tsk . I hate it . Pain siaaa . But , my pain this time is not like last time . Now better uh . Last time , i got thonsal [idontknowhowtospellit] . And , i went through operation . Hahaha . I cried before going in th operation room . I was primary five back then . Still small what . It's not wrong if i say , i'm scared . (:

Okay . Actually i got nothing to post uh . I dint go out today . Because i've been going out yesterday and th day before yesterday uh . So , i satyed at home today . If i go out everyday , my mum will nag at me . Blablabla . Hahahaha . I've yet to read th books that i borrowed from th library . Gonna start reading soon . Byebye . ^^,

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Oh hello. I'm Nur Shuhadah, currently updating for Nur Hafizah. Hehs. I'm currently over at her house. Had a quick trip to Causeway Point (Yes, again), because I had to buy something and then, we went off to Northplaza (without any reason why). She then followed me home because I had to take some stuffs and then we came here.
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Played Carrom with her Oh-So-Loud Little Brothers and like always, I 'won' every game! HAHA! (And if you are smart enough, you would have known that I actually lost every single game) Well, it's not that I don't know how to play, but I'm actually giving in to the little ones. (Oh well, I'm simply showing a good example to her Little Brothers since their Sister is behaving like a (insertword). HAHA!
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Oh well, I better get going now. Goodbye! ^^,

Okay . Woke up early today , at 10am . My brother woke me up . -.- I was asked to cook rice and heat up food . Haiyaaa . Simple thing also don't how to do is it ? Ass ! Then , want go back sleep , cannot sleep already . Stupid . Haish . Played carrom with my lil brothers and my dad . This time , i played a little bit better .

Went to WCC at 2.30 . Asked dad to sent me there uh . Hahaha . Sent th Bursary paper and headed to Hudd's house . Die punye siap , punye laa lambat . Haiyaaa . Her mum was quite friendly . She suddenly tapped me . Hahaha . Okay . Then , we made our way to th library to borrow books / pay fine . Borrowed three books . Malay novel . I'm bored at home , so it will be good if i spent my time reading than sleeping . Next , we walkwalk around Causeway Point . Interesting uh got to walk with Hudd . She gerek to th max . And of course i'm happy to meet her because it's been a while since we met each other . Haha . Then , bused home with her . Took 911 . She went home safely and i had to walk in th rain . Thanks uh . But , fun uh got to play with th rain . Haha . Ok . I think i've done posting ? Goodbye .

Played carrom with lil brother today . Was fun laa . Played with uddin . Lose to him . Played with zikry . Draw to him . Hahaha . I don't know uh . I'm giving them chance . ^^,

Suddenly , i'm feeling very down . I must have been thinking about [insertsnamehere] . I tried composing a song titled ' i'm letting you go ' . Maybe that's th reason he came to my mind and th reason why i'm feeling down all of sudden . I'm letting him go ? Yes . Go boy . I'm letting you go , right . I sounds like i'm hoping love from him . NO ! Dear boy . Go and find your love . Th one you love and th one that loves you . I admit , i still have that feeling for you . Slowly and i will get rid th feelings . Alright , boy ? I'm getting over you slowly now . And , i'm happy . But , i still don't know why th phrase ' i'm letting you go ' makes me feel down . Argh . Nevermind . Ignore this .

Okay . It's 12+ am . And , i'm not asleep . I'm composing a song . Malay song . I've made th verse 1 . And , my friend / cousin said it was okay . Here it is .
Pertama kali berjumpa
Hati terpaut padanya
Bagai dianugerahkan untukku
Menemani malam sepiku

Okay . I want continue composing . Will update you when i finish compose this song . Oh yah . Title of th song , ' Hanya Sebuah Mimpi ' . ((: Goodnight !

Okay . Just got back from hospital . Visited my late grandfather's sibling who just went through an operation yesterday . Bought some food from home so that there's no need for us to buy food at th food court there . *savemoney* (: Get well soon grandfather .

I want meet my friends badly sia . I miss them effing much . When will i meet them eh ? Friends , meet soon eh . It's been so ling since i laughed out loud . I miss our lame jokes together . I miss laughing with you all uh . Hahahaha . Hudd asked me out today but i was at th hospital . ): I want go out with her sia . But , i need to visit my grandfather . Next time we go out , aites ? && Eiiqah has started working and she might not have enough time for facebook , tumblr . I miss her a lot eh . I want meet her badly . But , she's busy working . ): Let's meet one day , baby . ^^,

I guess , i'm done here . Will update more next time alright . I'm busy nowadays . So , anything just text me laa okay . Bye .

I'm both happy and suprised . I got bursary this year ! It's surprising uh because this year my class position was hell bad . I also don't know how i get bursary with that bad class position . 23rd in class ? I will be receiving $350 againnnn ? I likeee . If i've been saving all my bursary money , i will have about $1000+ in my bank ? Okay . That's a lot to me . Haha . I want treat my friends uh .

Basically , yesterday , got kayaking . Was quite fun uh . Greaaaat ! Th last session what . Izwan capsized in th middle of th sea when we were paddling towards th instructor . It was hell tiring eh , i tell you . Reached school at 6 . And went to th shop for awhile . I simply hate yesterday evening . I waited for 913 but 913E bus came . 4 / 5 913E straight . There's no 913 in th middle . So , called my dad to fetch me . And went to Icaa's block . I asked her to accompany me uh . I was alone what . So yah . That's all . Byeeeee . ^^,

It's 11.35 and i'm not yet asleep . Because th night is still young . Hahah . Am i right to say that ? So , currently chatting with Eiiqah Chia . Long time never chat with her , you know . I miss her effing much . Not only long time never had a long conversation . We even has stop texting each other like we texted each other everyday . Maybe , because we are lack of topics to open ? But today , we texted . She will start th topic first uh . Haha . I want meet her uh . But i don't know when . Maybe because i lazy to go out ? I chat nonsense with her because of 3 reasons . First , i'm bored . Second , long time never chat with her . Third , i want make her happy . Make her smile . I'm sweet right ? I know . This is what they call friends . Always there for one another . Listen to their problems if they need a listening ear . Cheer them up . Make them feel good . And , a lot more uh . Goodnight .

So , tomorrow will be 25 November . Primary Six students will take their PSLE results . Waaaa . I'm scared tho . I taught my cousin Maths . And his parents wants him to get at least pass . Just pass also can . Haiyo . He said th Section C was difficult . Ohmyy . I reallt hope he passed with flying colours eh . Good luck , Hakim . So do th rest of my cousins . Hamizah , Nadhira and Hadhira . Good luck , lil cousins . Don't be scared . It's nothing laa . Nothing to be afraid . Stay calm . Cool aje , ok ?

I'm bored staying at home . Nothing to do . I lazy want do holiday homework ? Is it call a holiday if teachers give us assignment to do during holiday . Like come on . Holiday = enjoying ourselves . Right ? What's th point giving us homeworks dude .

I'm starting to miss Girlfriends and Boyfriends . ):
People I want meet these people badly :
Eiiqah , Hudd , Yateaa , Rahmah , Anisya , Fairuz , Hidayah , Neeta , Asilah , Haily , Hazirah , Effah , Farhan , Matien and Taufiq . I miss you guys laa . Let's meet up one day . ^^,

Hey girlfriend . Cheer up . Don't be sad . I don't want you to be sad . You've suffered a lot all this while , i know . Life have to move on , baby . You know that too , right ? Cheer up , ok ? You have your friends around you . Your friends are all there to support you , be with you , and of course , to make you happy all time . Hahaha . Smile , smile , smile . Ok ? Cheer up , Eiiqah !

I've been busy nowadays . Busy sleeping , eating and many more uh . And , i looked at my mood . Mood whether i should update or not . Hahaha . Pictures of my cousin's wedding is still not yet upload . Sorry . Like i say , i'm lazy nowadays and i always spent my time alone in my room , sleeping and eating . My weight has increased to 60kg ! -.- Omg ! I must stop eating rice for now . I want to lose weight . Some say i thin , some say i fat . I don't know laa they all . Haiyaa . Done posting . Will update more aites .

It's been awhile since i've last update . I do miss blogging . I've not been updating these days because i'm busy . So , yesterday and today was my cousin's wedding . Awesome but tiring . My cousins and myself slack more cause there's nothing much to do but it's still tired ok . Karaoke all that uh . Will upload pictures soon on FB aites . Now , cannot . I'm tired , dudes and babes . Ok laa . Short post only , ok ? I want rest already . Goodbye . Takecareeee ! ^^,

I realised something . I realised that it's my last time camping with my two seniors . Annual Npcc Camp was their last camp . After this , no more camp . We won't be meeting each other after this . Oh-oh . That's great . -.- They have graduated from school and this means that I won't get to see them quite often . It's great to have them as my friends , do you know that . They rock ! I guess , we might not keep in touch with other quite often . How sad . I cannot laugh hard with Hudd again . But I really hope that this frendship will always stays like it is now . No breaking up of friendship . I don't want and I don't like . May our friendship bloom eh . Haha . ^^,

There's nothing special today . Went to Jurong . Woah seh . I ate a lot siaa . Got sambal goreng / rendang . My mum cooked ayam masak merah . Fuhh . Power . ^^,
Then , went to Yishun . Long time never see my grandfather . Like at last . I miss him so much laa wei . My cousin's getting married this coming weekend . I can't wait . All of us , might be wearing th same clothing for both Saturday and Sunday . Insyallah , we will be singing . Will be going to Yishun tomorrow again to do henna , maybe . And , as usual uh . Go lepak there with dear cousins . Nana is not feeling well . So , get well soon , cousin ! ^^ ,
Just a short post for today . Bye .

Labels: You're my everything .

I enjoyed myself today though nothing special happen . I laughed a lot . Thanks to my dear Bonda and Ayahanda . They will tend to drive me crazy . I'm serious . I'm loud today , because of th two of them . They are superb aunt and uncle . They simply made stupid jokes that I will laugh out loud . It has been quite long since I laughed hard . So yah , my mum and myself went to fetch them at Woodlands Checkpoint . Headed to th Coffee Shop for a break > Shop In > And lots more uh . I bought a dress today . I likeee . It's beautiful . Asked them to go over my house first before heading to Yishun . Reached home around 4.30 .

At 5.30 , I got a date with Dear Hudd . Planned to meet at 5.30 but ended up meeting each other at 6 . HAHA ! I had fun with her . As usual , she would pinch me hard . She's great to th max laa sia . So , roam around CWP and pasar malam . She wants to buy colouring book but we did not manage to find a nice one . I love this stupid friend of mine so much . She's awezome . ^^,
I guess , I've done posting . I love today eventhough there's nothing special . Awezome today because I met with Awezome People . Hahaha . Goodnight . Takecare peeps . <3

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I'm tired of getting scolded all th time . It's like WTH uh . MF ! Yesterday , I was hell tired that I don't have th mood to update . Overall , th camp was alright . Hiking ? Tired to th max . Like seriously uh . I guess , next year , I won't be going for th camps uh . So , this will be my last camp . So yah . I got mood swings in th middle of th camp . But there's always Hudd to cheer me up and made me laugh . Thanks to her sia . This will be my last camp with her and I'm sure that I'm gonna miss her a lot . And now , I'm missing her . Basically , I spent my most time with her uh . She rocks my life and , I love that . Someone keep biting me . More than 10 times , I guess ? Pain oi . Ohmy . My hands are red . & Sorry Eiiqah , if I like shout at you sometimes . I didn't mean to . I'm not th one who shout at you . It's someone else . I'm not angry with you . If you think I'm mad at you , then I'm sorry . Like what I told you , I won't be by myself at times . I'm sorry . I feel bad when I shouted at you . ):

I'm looking forward to this weekends . I'm gonna have fun with dear cousins . Kakyu , sabar ye . Lagi brape hari saje . My cousins and myself  might be singing during Kakyu's wedding . But I shy laa to share my voice with th rest . Hahaha .

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